name:Risa Miyazaki
gender: Female
interests: You♥,Photography, Basketball<3
occupation: student
Monday, November 12, 2007
Hmmm, The words You've said really got into me.
I shouldn't let my moodswings affect the way I'm feeling or whatever. I have to take control of them, Risa You have to& You can do it. Sigh, Its not that I don't want to talk to you or whatever. Its just that I don't want to be selfish. Selfish in the meaning of Your mood going down just because You know that I'm like this. If thats the case, I'll rather You just continue being happy and don't bother about Me for that moment. Mhmm, You should know how much I need you yeahh? I might be a bitch at times and I'm sure of it. But You insist that I'm not one no matter what happens, maybe its called encouraging Me not to think negatively. And i really thank You for that. I'm sorry that I can't put that smile on Your face these few days, like what You say. I'm sorry, I really really am. Sigh, You're off already. Guess You're pissed with me or something? Yeahh, sorry. Sorry for everything. Sorry, for even causing all these trouble to you. I need your attention, but I don't want to have it. I don't want to be a attention seeker but on the other hand, I really need it from You. I don't know, I really don't. Sometimes I really wonder if i'm a burden to you. Hmmm, and I also wonder how you tolerate all my nonsense over and over again. Its 2more days away, I can't wait.
Baby, ILoveYouY
All these precious moments,
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven,
Thats holding me all night.
I dont know how i found you,
I'm thankful that i have
That i have a love so true,
To hold to keep to share.
All my friends around me,
Say you'll be gone too soon
Baby, i'm gona make them see
We've found our way back home.
In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love i used to hide.
I'd always be with you until the very end.
In this world,
There is no place I'd rather be
You are my life my soul, my world.
And through it all, i know you'll come to see
We'll always be,
Till the end.
I shouldn't let my moodswings affect the way I'm feeling or whatever. I have to take control of them, Risa You have to& You can do it. Sigh, Its not that I don't want to talk to you or whatever. Its just that I don't want to be selfish. Selfish in the meaning of Your mood going down just because You know that I'm like this. If thats the case, I'll rather You just continue being happy and don't bother about Me for that moment. Mhmm, You should know how much I need you yeahh? I might be a bitch at times and I'm sure of it. But You insist that I'm not one no matter what happens, maybe its called encouraging Me not to think negatively. And i really thank You for that. I'm sorry that I can't put that smile on Your face these few days, like what You say. I'm sorry, I really really am. Sigh, You're off already. Guess You're pissed with me or something? Yeahh, sorry. Sorry for everything. Sorry, for even causing all these trouble to you. I need your attention, but I don't want to have it. I don't want to be a attention seeker but on the other hand, I really need it from You. I don't know, I really don't. Sometimes I really wonder if i'm a burden to you. Hmmm, and I also wonder how you tolerate all my nonsense over and over again. Its 2more days away, I can't wait.
Baby, ILoveYouY
All these precious moments,
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven,
Thats holding me all night.
I dont know how i found you,
I'm thankful that i have
That i have a love so true,
To hold to keep to share.
All my friends around me,
Say you'll be gone too soon
Baby, i'm gona make them see
We've found our way back home.
In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love i used to hide.
I'd always be with you until the very end.
In this world,
There is no place I'd rather be
You are my life my soul, my world.
And through it all, i know you'll come to see
We'll always be,
Till the end.